Today is my Birthday!
My hubbie asked me what I would like to do and my instinct told me I wanted to stay at home, but he looked eager as a beaver when he said "Wanna have Brekky Out Day?" I couldn't resist his enthusiastic smile, so off we went! Brekky Out Day is something we like to do as a family together when we're all feeling stir-crazy. It's summer in Sydney at the moment so we found a nice outdoor cafe which is always good for the soul.
It was a lovely if loud and wriggly breakfast, in the way that breakfast with small kids can only be :) As we arrived home and I pulled into the garage I started to feel funny. Woozy. Since the kids were so wriggly we had decided to pop them in the car and go to a playground. Was I listening to my intuition?
At the playground I could only sit and try to meditate. Whenever I walked I felt like I was going to fall over... I felt like I was on some strong drugs or something. It felt intense and I couldn't shake it the whole time we were there. I could still talk and everything but I felt like I needed to do something else.
[ASIDE, if you don't know this already, my life has transformed completely over the last 8 years due to a Spiritual Awakening... Prayer and meditation are a normal part of my day: Mild is the new Wild! In the past six or seven years I have really consciously cleaned up every part of my life; spiritually, physically, and with lots of energetic and emotional healing as well. So the clearing of spiritual energy is quite normal to me now... but this was a new experience...]
So we went home and all I could think of to do now was to meditate. I was getting tingly feelings in my left hand and arm, not the blissful buzzing of the chi but some other hot electrical type thing. I finally tuned in to my intuition and sat down and listened to my current favourite guided meditation. I felt my chakras swirl and open and activate. As I got up after the 20 minutes I still felt really, really woozy... Honestly, I just had to lay down. As it was my Birthday I actually got the chance to do this... hallelujah!
I laid down on the sofa and drifted into another state... My eyes were closed and suddenly a bright white light appeared. I kept my eyes closed and repeated the mantra "I am one with God, and God is one with me" over and over again. I was calm... but it was intense! Bright colours, geometry and R2D2 type noises started in my head and I kept getting flashes of chakras and colours. I found I was swaying forwards and backwards but if I stayed in the middle a rush of white energy would come down my body. I tried to stay in this exact position for as long as I could... it was strange, weird, and I could not do anything else; like the process of birth, you are just completely caught in the moment and you cannot do anything else, even if you wanted to.
Then after what seemed like forever but I think was only just under ten minutes, I was back to me. I could feel the weight of the pillow on my chest and my hair behind me on the sofa. I felt very heavy but even as I opened my eyes I could feel a humungous change; I felt a thousand times better than I had for the past few hours. Happiness and relief and just, you know, Yay, now I can go about my normal business....
So this kind of thing is part of processing kundalini energy... it is very physical. and it is FULL ON!!! I myself have not had a full kundalini awakening, and can only say, my goodness it must be intense >> Respect to those that are working with it.
What did I learn today? To listen to my intuition. When your intuition tells you to stay at home, stay at home. And that is the major lesson processing Anjna chakra, or third-eye chakra:
I LISTEN TO MY INTUITION
Peace Love and Mungbeans, Baby